| | What happens when you try to be too ambitious and apply for every scholarship under the sun? Well, you get pressurized to choose which one you want to accept. And let me tell you, it is the most stressful thing ever and I mean ever.
Didn't mean to blog today but just couldn't help it. I feel so STRESS.. AHHHH !!! The thing is that I thought I will choose the BEST option but it turned out to be NOT the BEST option after all. sigh.
Tomorrow I need to make a decision as to which one I have to choose and let me tell you that it is not easy at all !. When I first found out that I made it for so many scholarships I was shocked and excited as the same time. And of course happy la. Then again, now that I have to choose, I feel so lost. Every option seems to have its flaws and the worst part is that I have not much time left for me to make a decision. GOD HELP ME PLEASE !. I know I am under tremendous pressure when my parents starts asking me to make a decision, the people who offers the scholarship are pressuring me day after day, my aunt is pressuring me to go to Holland as soon as possible and mostly, I am pressuring myself to make a decision but I just can't. It's so difficult in times like these. But I choose to trust in the LORD. HE WILL OPEN THE RIGHT DOOR FOR ME !
I guess I better go now, its 4 am in the morning and I can't sleep because of all this pressure. I am going to do my quite time now. Better not be impatient but wait upon the Lord.
Tomorrow is the day *yikes*
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| | Posted 5/9/2006 3:30 AM - 25 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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