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Name: melissa
Country: Malaysia
State: petaling jaya
Birthday: 10/20/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: nothing in particular...just surfing the net and reading sume books...wat i actualli read???
watching tv....and obviously SLEEPING..which is the classic hobbby i totally like......
Expertise: haih....i dun perceive i haf any expertise actually...so i will just leave this out....
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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ICQ:  117166752
Member Since:
2/3/2004
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| Yes I have totally abandoned my blog for the past 11 days to be exact. That's because I have been LAZY. haha. I am thinking of moving to blogspot because to put up pictures there seems a whole lot easier than xanga.
Therefore, I am announcing now that I will be moving to Blogspot in a week's time. The address is www.rainbow-promises.blogspot.com
In blogspot, u will be able to see picture of the good ol' Holland and my adventures so far. It has been so much fun I think I will just retire and stay here. 
That's all for now, read for update at blogspot in say a few days la not a week. Once I upload all the pictures then u will be able to see and read about the places I have been.
One thing ! My aunt thinks I should have a 'companion' in the next 2 weeks, so she has happily arranged a date for me with some Dutch guy who is unfortunately 3 years older than me to be my tour guide.(adeline, u know how I am about a guy's age.. hehe) Such good aunts I have ! Ever so concern for my love life. hahaha..more like they hope I can also enjoy life imprisonment like them.
Tot ziens !
ATTENTION : For everyone in Malaysia, I have not seen any naked woman yet but loads of people in bikini and of course the red light city *wink wink*
ps: Apologies for my English, since finishing college, I can hardly write in proper sentences nowadays plus here in Holland, I have been practising my Dutch quite often. ( Good excuse for bad English ) I should very much go to England | | |
| Finally arrived in Holland after a tiring and exhausting flight which lasted 12.5 hours without any entertainment but loads of food. The stewardess kept on feeding us with food. I ate and ate and ate without knowing what the actual local time is (ps: I was aiming to loose some weight here in Holland though :P)
Anyhow, I actually arrived m'sian time 11.30am this morning and Amsterdam greeted me in such a cold manner. 9 degrees in summer time ! Can u believe it? tsk tsk.. the worst was that it got to 7 degrees when i arrived in Den Haag (the place I am staying).
I't's 5.30pm now. Exactly 12 hrs I have been here and the sun has finally decided to greet me. But the wind is blowing hard and it's still chilly. According to my uncle the weather will be like that till the end of summer. Bleak. It's nice not to sweat and all but not nice to be freezing and looking all bloated up
Anyway will be off now to do some walking and cycling.
Till then, Pictures will be up soon.
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| Firstly, I feel weird. And I finally got to the bottom of why I feel weird. It's because I am jealous ! Go away jealousy ! Now Now!
Secondly, I feel really tired due to being overworked !
Thirdly, I feel nervous because I am going to face a whole new nation in no less than 3 days.
Fourthly, I feel sad because I know I am going to miss my family and friends.
Fifthly, I feel flirty. Yesterday at work I was flirting with both the people there and also the customers. Can u believe it. haha.. I just felt flirty. Perhaps because there are too many cute guys. hehe. It's bad I know and according to someone, its considered a sin ? hmm.. not sure about that but I sure felt good about it. :P I felt bad about flirting then again, right just now when I went out to buy some food. This guy was flirting with me. OH MY GOSH ! Like give me a BREAK !. *rolls eyes*
Anyhow, today was a great day after all even though I got sick and felt really bloated up but I still got up from bed went to church and I never regretted it. Felt God's annointing so strong. And the best part is being able to break free from the one thing that has always been binding me and torturing me. I sure am glad I surrendered it unto God at last and I felt so good after that. It was truly a JOY ! I am FREE ! YAY !
This is a good one. My sister just said to me. " Che, please get yourself a guy and get married ! Don't tell me you want to get married after 30, plus you're not young anymore ?". NOW, WHERE DID THAT COME FROM !
My gosh, I am only 20. Like real I am not young ! *bleah* Teens these days, highly unpredictable !
I guess that's all for tonight. Cheers!
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| It seems so unreal that I will be flying off for a while in another few days time. I can't imagine going away from my family and friends all by myself. It is scary but extremely exciting. I am glad I am doing this at the 21st year of my life. I believe it would totally change my life forever. Although I must say that I have matured a lot over the last 2 years but I still feel that there is room for improvement. Hopefully God will be with me and show Himself real to me as I embark into the land of cows, cheese, windmills and wooden clogs.
Oh and sorry Chris, I have to miss your 21st birthday *bummed*. Nevertheless, enjoy being sabohed. muahaha..
ps: Yuen and Pris saboh on my behalf too. hehe..
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| What happens when you try to be too ambitious and apply for every scholarship under the sun? Well, you get pressurized to choose which one you want to accept. And let me tell you, it is the most stressful thing ever and I mean ever.
Didn't mean to blog today but just couldn't help it. I feel so STRESS.. AHHHH !!! The thing is that I thought I will choose the BEST option but it turned out to be NOT the BEST option after all. sigh.
Tomorrow I need to make a decision as to which one I have to choose and let me tell you that it is not easy at all !. When I first found out that I made it for so many scholarships I was shocked and excited as the same time. And of course happy la. Then again, now that I have to choose, I feel so lost. Every option seems to have its flaws and the worst part is that I have not much time left for me to make a decision. GOD HELP ME PLEASE !. I know I am under tremendous pressure when my parents starts asking me to make a decision, the people who offers the scholarship are pressuring me day after day, my aunt is pressuring me to go to Holland as soon as possible and mostly, I am pressuring myself to make a decision but I just can't. It's so difficult in times like these. But I choose to trust in the LORD. HE WILL OPEN THE RIGHT DOOR FOR ME !
I guess I better go now, its 4 am in the morning and I can't sleep because of all this pressure. I am going to do my quite time now. Better not be impatient but wait upon the Lord.
Tomorrow is the day *yikes*
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